I want —
No, I need —
Flickering, dancing, twisting light.
I need the ocean.
Water stretching outward
Floating, rocked by the waves
Deep, dark, vastness beneath me.
I need sex.
Bodies unnumbered, countless
Writhing muscle, skin on sweat on skin
Touch and taste and pleasure and scent
Beauty, pain, exquisite delight.
I need silence.
Nothing, void, dark, empty, perfect.